We Begin at the End (Large Print / Library Binding)

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Thirteen year old Duchess proclaims to be an outlaw to most everyone she meets. She’s cantankerous, armored, bright, and the daughter of Star, the town beauty who can’t overcome the tragic loss of her sister during her teen years. Beginning in a California coastal town, Duchess and her five year old, sweet brother, Robin, exist with the help of the town sheriff, Walk. Although Walk has a slough of his own problems, he tries to shelter Duchess’s disheveled family from more heartache. When troubles get too deep, he moves the children to Montana to live with their grandpa, Hal. The beauty of Montana is stunning, and while there Duchess gradually tries to let go of her outlaw status letting a few people penetrate her cracked life. This beautiful, multi-layered story of painful loss breathes forgiveness and love. Each character brings a different weight to this well-balanced novel. You will cringe, laugh and cry while reading this extraordinary book. A winner that ripples out far and wide.

— Liz

March 2021 Indie Next List

We Begin at the End is dramatic storytelling at its best, full of layers of intrigue and complex personalities set around the murder of the book’s most vulnerable character. The stoical, 13-year-old Duchess Day Radley takes center stage, and her heartbreaking life unleashes a hero within: self-proclaimed outlaw, bold and courageous, though to her peril not always wise beyond her years. Chris Whitaker has created a character for the ages and an extraordinary reading experience. By turns amusing, frightening, and exhilarating.”
— Robin Sung, Porter Square Books, Cambridge, MA


There are two kinds of families: the ones we are born into and the ones we create.

Walk has never left the coastal California town where he grew up. He may have become the chief of police, but he's still trying to heal the old wound of having given the testimony that sent his best friend, Vincent King, to prison decades before. Now, thirty years later, Vincent is being released.

Duchess is a thirteen-year-old self-proclaimed outlaw. Her mother, Star, grew up with Walk and Vincent. Walk is in overdrive trying to protect them, but Vincent and Star seem bent on sliding deeper into self-destruction. Star always burned bright, but recently that light has dimmed, leaving Duchess to parent not only her mother but her five-year-old brother. At school the other kids make fun of Duchess--her clothes are torn, her hair a mess. But let them throw their sticks, because she'll throw stones. Rules are for other people. She's just trying to survive and keep her family together.

A fortysomething-year-old sheriff and a thirteen-year-old girl may not seem to have a lot in common. But they both have come to expect that people will disappoint you, loved ones will leave you, and if you open your heart it will be broken. So when trouble arrives with Vincent King, Walk and Duchess find they will be unable to do anything but usher it in, arms wide closed.

Chris Whitaker has written an extraordinary novel about people who deserve so much more than life serves them. At times devastating, with flashes of humor and hope throughout, it is ultimately an inspiring tale of how the human spirit prevails and how, in the end, love--in all its different guises--wins.

About the Author

Chris Whitaker lives in the United Kingdom with his wife and three young children. When not writing he works part-time at a local library, where he gets to surround himself with books.

Product Details
ISBN: 9781432885854
ISBN-10: 1432885855
Large Print: Yes
Publisher: Thorndike Press Large Print
Publication Date: April 6th, 2021
Pages: 579
Language: English